The Grasping

It’s happening again. When I’m convinced that only one thing will save me, will bring me the stability I crave so much, I grasp. I grasp like a person drowning in the deep, dark ocean with no land in sight, desperately reaching out so that I can stop myself from going under. Except I should…

What do you not want to do now?

I’ve been thinking about some of the worst advice out there and one of it definitely has to be “you need to know what you want in order to get it.” Obviously there’s truth in this. But the problem is that it is not very constructive at times when you don’t know what you want….

Dealing with uncertainty

So we’re nearly 10 days into January and I can’t wait to move on to Feb already. I hate Januarys. I think it’s a miserable month, especially in London. Leading up to Christmas as it gets dark and cold outside, it’s cute. But two months in, you’ve had enough. At least I’ve had enough. I…